This is a pretty dark entry. I apologize, my mind is twisted and I'm in a lot of pain. Yesterday was absolutely one of the scariest days of my life. It started out relatively normal, with the best intentions for another great day of Zumba, yoga, and homework productivity. However, within a mere second, everything changed for me. Life changed and I ( Read more... )

Well it's time to dust off the pages of this Livejournal once more. I've been wanting to write for awhile, but I've felt so confined by an unbalanced life. If I wasn't drowning in college work, I was charting through the daily storms of my work inferno. If I wasn't mentally fatigued by either of those obligations, I just felt so utterly lost I did ( Read more... )

... of this mistake, of my life. It's been a rough week filled with a monsoon of a million crystal tears, a cascade of regret, a flood of empty longing, and endless embraces. I've found a sense of resolve and resolution within the awkwardness of life ( Read more... )

I know my friend list has really faded away. Only a handful of people on my list still post. It's okay, I have sympathy. I know I have tremendously faded away myself. Maybe I've grown up, maybe that's why I've grown apart from livejournal. I'm so much different than the hopeful, untarnished teenager I once was when I started this journal back in ( Read more... )